know, hope, believe

That title sounds like one of those stupid "Live, Love, Laugh" sayings that people OVER-USE in vinyl lettering in home decor in Utah. But it's not. See below.

 

10 things I know:

• I don't like change.
• I need my family and need them close to me.
• Max has dang pretty eyes.
• I have to at minimum use hand sanitizer after the D.I. and at best take a shower to feel ok about things.
• I get pissed when I am hungry. I am beyond pissed when I am tired.
• The Book Of Mormon is true!
• I am pretty lazy.
• My dream career is a L&D nurse.
• I so much miss me and Benj dating in high-school. So much.
• I hate hate hate hate hate this apartment.

10 things I hope:

• I hope someday I can gather myself enough to have another baby.
• That I am doing OK as a mom and wife.
• That I can have a nap every day (You can hope, right?)
• Benj and Max know how much I love them. I don't show it very well sometimes.
• That they'd just get the hell done with the freeway construction in Utah.
• I will be able to deal with my physical body/depression better someday so that it doesn't interfere with my life so much and I can be happy.
• To accopmlish a good chunk of things from my bucket list (to come on blog later, maybe).
• That I don't offend people with my boldness. I don't mean to. It is purely for entertainment purposes.
• That I don't ever lose my job and don't ever stop loving my job.
• That I don't ever lose my 'funny'. I feel it slipping away from me. I think it's the meds.

10 things I believe:

• That there are times I need to keep my mouth shut.
• That there is life after this & I will be with my family after I die.
• That if Max gets into the garbage can ONE MORE FREAKING TIME, I might lose it.
• My house is significantly dustier than anyone elses.
• Everything happens for a reason. Heavenly Father won't give me more than I can handle, even if I don't think I can handle it.
• In good lighting. It can alter moods - I swear to you.
• That football is seriously attractive. And so are Benj's legs.
• That if you pay your tithing, you will be blessed.
• Fat people look way better when they are tan.
• Everyone should go on a cruise at least once in thier lives.